grief
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Important Life Lesson for Your 30’s
I don’t remember most of my 20’s. I think what I remember the most was is my desire to escape it. I felt a lot of pressure about everything. About things that I was pressuring with myself. I think of… Continue reading
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Building Family Traditions through Music and Memories : A Playlist
“I bet you wonder where I’ve been, I searched to find the love within. I came back to let you know, got a thing for you, and I can’t let go” At my brother’s funeral one of our childhood friends… Continue reading
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A Recap of January 2023 + goals
And just like that January is over. How are you dear reader? One of my goals this year was or is to document more about my life. That sounds a little self-obsessed but I can’t say enough how months and years… Continue reading
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When Did We Get So Old?
One day, you are crying in your room about not being able to go out. Next, you are tired of going out too much. When did we get so old? I remember being about 8 years old, my only desire… Continue reading
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A Solemn Birthday to Me
It is the night before my birthday. I will be the age that my brother died. I will be celebrating my first birthday without my brother Scott. This day has been morose. I am not sure how I feel. I… Continue reading
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My Funeral Dress
After the funeral, I washed the dress and hung it in my closet. Anytime I would want to wear it, I would tell myself that it was my funeral dress, so I couldn’t possible wear it on a normal day.… Continue reading
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On Grief
I feel like somewhat of an imposter writing about grief, as I don’t fully understand it. I have written it in my mind several times, because I need to put into words how I feel. But I am finding that… Continue reading
