death

  • When Did We Get So Old?

    One day, you are crying in your room about not being able to go out. Next, you are tired of going out too much.  When did we get so old? I remember being about 8 years old, my only desire… Continue reading

    When Did We Get So Old?
  • A Solemn Birthday to Me

    It is the night before my birthday.  I will be the age that my brother died. I will be celebrating my first birthday without my brother Scott.  This day has been morose. I am not sure how I feel. I… Continue reading

    A Solemn Birthday to Me
  • My Funeral Dress

    After the funeral, I washed the dress and hung it in my closet. Anytime I would want to wear it, I would tell myself that it was my funeral dress, so I couldn’t possible wear it on a normal day.… Continue reading

    My Funeral Dress
  • On Grief

    I feel like somewhat of an imposter writing about grief, as I don’t fully understand it. I have written it in my mind several times, because I need to put into words how I feel. But I am finding that… Continue reading

    On Grief